Those times that I zone out to 3 years ago and I see my family an friends and think about how much different stuff was than, than Snapping out of it back to now.. Bothers me.. I do that a lot.
Thought’s
I guess Ill start blogging i mean why not? I have nothing else to do?
What could i do? Go make my family proud, or make me happy? The choice that life throws at you. The small blessing that god gives us everyday and we over look them like he didn’t… Today i was thinking about myself and what I want.. Do i want to get married? Do I want to keep following my dream? Do i want to give up?? The same questions came up.. I feel that everyone is out for them self’s and I’m my only friend although, I have been blessed with great friends.. but are they really?? I feel that the Don’t care.. is that wrong over me to feel that way?? The question’s that god lays under me/with the answers i can’t see.. why do we as people see the bad never the good, at that why didn’t we get the easy way out and everything be good.. but is every bad thing that bad?? i don’t know I’m just talking out of my head but this are the thoughts that run in and out of my head.. The fear of failing kills me..
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I listen to Colin hay… And all I can see is her face… I hear her voice, her excitement,and even the way she breathed when we she was fast asleep. I feel her lips, her snuggled up with me on the couch to watch a movie, and the way she grabbed my hand.. I miss her so much..
Still
One day still hasn’t came.. One day soon I hope.
I wish
My drag an drop feature worked on my Mac so I could finish making the videos that need to be made an put music on my phone. Kinda disturbed about this. Gonna make an attempt to fit the apple store in my busy day tomorrow to see if the can get this fixed.
Set of our music video :)
The place we would go.. Just to see the sun
One day
One day.. You will see that I was all yours. One day you will see me in love with someone and all I’ll be thinking is I wish this was you.. One day your golf looks will fade and you won’t be able to Cheat on me.. One day you will see I was real.. One day you will see that all the stuff you have told me were not true. One day our band will be so big.. One day i won’t think about you.. One day I can I love you and won’t think of you… I wish that day was today..
